#30DaysWritingChallenge Day 29: Someone That You Want to Tell Everything to but Too Afraid To

Finally, babe. It's you I gotta write about again in this 29th day of writing challenges.  I stated you as the person I hate the most in the 12th day but then I write about you today; I realized that I hate you because I'm too afraid to tell everything to you.

Everything.

That you are the one that I always thinking of in the morning. My day, and my night.  Yang selalu membuat saya berangan-angan tentang masa depan saya jika dengan dia.  Yang selalu menyemangati saya hanya dengan kata-kata singkatnya.  Yang percaya kalau saya bisa merengkuh mimpi-mimpi saya; mimpi-mimpi saya yang selalu saya utarakan ke dia.  Yang selalu menghibur saya, dengan nasehat dan kata-katanya. The one I can never be jealous of because I just happy to see you happy with another one. Yang selalu membuat saya merasa dipimpin, daripada dikuasai.  Meskipun ya, dia yang selalu menguasai pikiran saya dan saya nggak bisa berbuat apa-apa.

I just too afraid to tell what I'm feeling to him.  End of the story.